That low-grade exhaustion you can't explain? It's not burnout from doing too much. It's disconnection from doing everything for everyone else.

There's a specific kind of exhaustion a lot of women are carrying right now, and it's not the kind that goes away with a good night's sleep.

It shows up when you're doing everything right. You're productive, responsible, and high-functioning. You're showing up for your work, your family, your life. And yet underneath all of it, something feels quietly off. A subtle disconnection. An anxiety you can't quite name. A sense that you've lost touch with yourself somewhere along the way.

If that sounds familiar, this episode is for you.

I sat down with Audrey Sutton Mills, author of Quiet the Itty Bitty Shitty Committee, to talk about the internal dialogue so many women carry, and what it actually looks like to find your way back to yourself.

The Voice That Never Turns Off

Audrey describes something most women instantly recognize: a constant inner commentary running in the background of your life. You probably know exactly what it sounds like.

What the inner critic sounds like:

• Who do you think you are?

• You're not doing enough.

• People are going to judge you.

• You should be further ahead by now.

Over time, that voice becomes so familiar you stop questioning it. You start believing it. And here's what's important to understand: that voice didn't start with you. It's built from years of accumulated experiences — childhood messages, relationships, expectations, moments where you felt rejected or not enough. All of that becomes internalized. And instead of trusting yourself, you start second-guessing everything.

"That voice didn't start with you. It's built from years of experiences. And instead of trusting yourself, you start second-guessing everything."

— Audrey Sutton Mills

Why High-Achieving Women Feel the Most Disconnected

What makes this particularly tricky is that many of the women experiencing this the most are the ones who appear the most together. They're leading teams, building businesses, managing households, holding everything and everyone together.

But internally, there's no space.

Modern life keeps you in constant stimulation: emails, notifications, social media, the pressure to always be performing. There's always something asking for your attention. And when there's no pause, there's no space to hear yourself. That's where the disconnection starts.

The Difference Between Intuition and Anxiety

One of the most useful things Audrey shared in this conversation is how to tell the difference between your intuition and your anxiety, because they can feel deceptively similar.

Anxiety feels like

• Loud and urgent

• Repetitive — it circles back

• Pressuring you to act now

• Comes from fear

Intuition feels like

• Quiet and settled

• Simple — just one clear thing

• Grounded, not rushed

• Comes from knowing

But here's the catch: you can't hear something quiet when your life is constantly loud. That's why even small moments of stillness matter, not as another thing to optimize, but as the only real way back to yourself.

You Don't Need a Reset. You Need a Return.

There's a common misconception that in order to feel better, you need to escape your life. Take a retreat. Go off the grid. Completely reset. But that's not realistic for most women, and more importantly, it's not necessary.

Reconnection doesn't come from doing something extreme. It comes from small, intentional moments where you pause long enough to notice yourself again.

Small moments that actually shift things:

• A walk without your phone

• Sitting in silence for a few minutes before the day starts

• Drinking your coffee without scrolling

• Taking a breath before responding instead of reacting

• Turning off the podcast in the car and just driving

These aren't big changes. But they shift your nervous system. And when your nervous system shifts, everything else starts to shift with it.

Feminine Energy Isn't About Doing Less

Another part of this conversation that stayed with me is the idea of feminine energy and how misunderstood it is, especially for women who are used to leading and achieving.

Most high-achieving women have learned to operate in constant "doing" mode. Producing, solving, leading, achieving. And while those qualities are genuinely powerful, they often come at a cost. Rest starts to feel uncomfortable. Stillness feels unproductive. Receiving feels strange.

But feminine energy isn't passivity. It's intuition, creativity, groundedness, emotional depth, and presence. It's not about becoming less ambitious; it's about creating space to actually feel your life while you're building it.

"Softness is not weakness. And you don't need to earn rest."

— Make It You Podcast, Ep. with Audrey Sutton Mills

The Surprising Connection Between Style and Self-Worth

This is where the conversation comes full circle and where my work fits in.

The way you show up in your life and the way you show up in your style are more connected than most people realize. So many women hold back in how they dress for the same reasons they hold back everywhere else:

Is this too much? Am I trying too hard? Will people judge me?

Over time, that hesitation becomes a habit. And instead of expressing yourself, you start editing yourself. But style isn't just about clothing. It's a form of self-expression. When you allow yourself to dress in a way that feels genuinely aligned with who you are, you're not just changing your appearance; you're reconnecting with parts of yourself you may have been quietly holding back. Confidence. Creativity. Presence.

You Don't Need to Become More

If there's one thing to take from this conversation, it's this: you don't need to become a different or better version of yourself. You need to reconnect with what's already there.

Not through pressure. Not through perfection. Not through doing more. Through presence.

You're not behind. You're not broken. You're just disconnected. And you can come back to yourself, one small moment at a time.

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FAQ's

Q: How do I know if I'm disconnected from myself or just stressed?

A: Disconnection often feels different from ordinary stress. You may be productive, responsible, and functioning well on the outside, yet still feel anxious, emotionally distant, or unsure of yourself underneath it all. The article explains that this kind of exhaustion often comes from constantly focusing on everyone else's needs while losing touch with your own.

Q: What is the difference between intuition and anxiety?

A: Intuition is typically quiet, grounded, and clear, while anxiety feels loud, repetitive, and urgent. According to Audrey Sutton Mills, anxiety pressures you to act immediately from fear, while intuition comes from a deeper sense of knowing. Creating moments of stillness can make it easier to tell the difference.

Q: Why do high-achieving women often feel disconnected from themselves?

A: Many high-achieving women spend years operating in constant performance mode. They lead, solve problems, care for others, and manage responsibilities without leaving space for reflection. The article notes that continuous stimulation from work, technology, and daily demands can make it difficult to hear your own needs and desires.

Q: Can small daily habits really help me feel more like myself again?

A: Yes. Reconnection often happens through small moments rather than dramatic life changes. Taking a walk without your phone, drinking coffee without scrolling, sitting quietly before the day begins, or pausing before reacting can help calm your nervous system and create space to reconnect with yourself.

Q: Do I need a retreat or major life reset to feel better?

A: No. The article challenges the idea that healing requires escaping your life. Audrey Sutton Mills explains that meaningful reconnection often comes from intentional pauses woven into everyday routines, not from extreme changes or complete overhauls.

Q: What does feminine energy actually mean?

A: Feminine energy is not about being less ambitious or productive. In this conversation, it is described as intuition, creativity, presence, emotional depth, and groundedness. It allows you to experience your life more fully while continuing to pursue meaningful goals and responsibilities.

Q: How does personal style connect to confidence and self-worth?

A: Style can be a form of self-expression that reflects how you see yourself. The article explains that many women hold back in their wardrobes for the same reasons they hold back elsewhere, including fear of judgment or feeling like they are "too much." Dressing in a way that feels aligned can help reconnect you with confidence, creativity, and presence.

Q: Why do I second-guess myself so often?

A: Constant self-doubt is often linked to an internalized inner critic. The article explains that this voice is built over time through experiences, expectations, relationships, and messages that shape how you see yourself. When that voice becomes familiar, it can override trust in your own instincts and decisions.